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INTO the shadow-white chamber silts the white | |
Flux of another dawn. The wind that all night | |
Long has waited restless, suddenly wafts | |
A whirl like snow from the plum-trees and the pear, | |
Till petals heaped between the window-shafts | 5 |
In a drift die there. | |
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A nurse in white, at the dawning, flower-foamed pane | |
Draws down the blinds, whose shadows scarcely stain | |
The white rugs on the floor, nor the silent bed | |
That rides the room like a frozen berg, its crest | 10 |
Finally ridged with the austere line of the dead | |
Stretched out at rest. | |
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Less than a year the fourfold feet had pressed | |
The peaceful floor, when fell the sword on their rest. | |
Yet soon, too soon, she had him home again | 15 |
With wounds between them, and suffering like a guest | |
That will not go. Now suddenly going, the pain | |
Leaves an empty breast. | |
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II
A tall woman, with her long white gown aflow | |
As she strode her limbs amongst it, once more | 20 |
She hastened towards the room. Did she know | |
As she listened in silence outside the silent door? | |
Entering, she saw him in outline, raised on a pyre | |
Awaiting the fire. | |
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Upraised on the bed, with feet erect as a bow, | 25 |
Like the prow of a boat, his head laid back like the stern | |
Of a ship that stands in a shadowy sea of snow | |
With frozen rigging, she saw him; she drooped like a fern | |
Refolding, she slipped to the floor as a ghost-white peony slips | |
When the thread clips. | 30 |
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Soft she lay as a shed flower fallen, nor heard | |
The ominous entry, nor saw the other love, | |
The dark, the grave-eyed mistress who thus dared | |
At such an hour to lay her claim, above | |
A stricken wife, so sunk in oblivion, bowed | 35 |
With misery, no more proud. | |
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III
The strangers hair was shorn like a lads dark poll | |
And pale her ivory face: her eyes would fail | |
In silence when she looked: for all the whole | |
Darkness of failure was in them, without avail. | 40 |
Dark in indomitable failure, she who had lost | |
Now claimed the host, | |
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She softly passed the sorrowful flower shed | |
In blonde and white on the floor, nor even turned | |
Her head aside, but straight towards the bed | 45 |
Moved with slow feet, and her eyes flame steadily burned. | |
She looked at him as he lay with banded cheek, | |
And she started to speak | |
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Softly: I knew it would come to this, she said, | |
I knew that some day, soon, I should find you thus. | 50 |
So I did not fight you. You went your way instead | |
Of coming mineand of the two of us | |
I died the first, I, in the after-life | |
Am now your wife. | |
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IV
Twas I whose fingers did draw up the young | 55 |
Plant of your body: to me you looked eer sprung | |
The secret of the moon within your eyes! | |
My mouth you met before your fine red mouth | |
Was set to songand never your song denies | |
My love, till you went south. | 60 |
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Twas I who placed the bloom of manhood on | |
Your youthful smoothness: I fleeced where fleece was none | |
Your fervent limbs with flickers and tendrils of new | |
Knowledge; I set your heart to its stronger beat; | |
I put my strength upon you, and I threw | 65 |
My life at your feet. | |
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But I whom the years had reared to be your bride, | |
Who for years was sun for your shivering, shade for your sweat, | |
Who for one strange year was as a bride to youyou set me aside | |
With all the old, sweet things of our youth;and never yet | 70 |
Have I ceased to grieve that I was not great enough | |
To defeat your baser stuff. | |
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V
But you are given back again to me | |
Who have kept intact for you your virginity. | |
Who for the rest of life walk out of care, | 75 |
Indifferent here of myself, since I am gone | |
Where you are gone, and you and I out there | |
Walk now as one. | |
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Your widow am I, and only I. I dream | |
God bows his head and grants me this supreme | 80 |
Pure look of your last dead face, whence now is gone | |
The mobility, the panthers gambolling, | |
And all your being is given to me, so none | |
Can mock my struggling. | |
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And now at last I kiss your perfect face, | 85 |
Perfecting now our unfinished, first embrace. | |
Your young hushed look that then saw God ablaze | |
In every bush, is given you back, and we | |
Are met at length to finish our rest of days | |
In a unity. | 90 |